This one's for me! I have to make a conscious effort to not become life tired. I accept that the practice of renewal does not come naturally to me- in fact feels like it goes against my grain at times- but that's no excuse. I am in charge of how I spend my attention, time, and energy. I always feel like a better version of myself when I practice self care and renewal. The struggle is real, however. If left to my own devices, I will blow and go until I am an overwired bunch of nervous energy, running on fumes. I want to make choices that support lifelong wellness, not ones that align with the choices made by the majority. I choose renewal anyway.

I just said yesterday I wish I had a go to place A Serenity peace calmness and just get away and hideaway to relax and just get away. I am so tense and every day more more more since I am my daughters guardian and going through this with and for her

I am life tired.

Yep, Life tired here too. When I have time to do some self care, I tend to be lazy and zone out on the internet doing inane things. Just a time waster. I will take that walk today. I will do something to feel accomplished with my time. I will repeat the Serenity prayer several times today. Gravity has been pulling me down. It's time to lift myself up and renew my spirit.

Powerful lesson today.

It is a beautiful day in the big D, and I will get out in it!